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When friends can’t be found, you should really learn to be on your own….

Why do people look at you in a diff way just because you are not one of them? Hirap nga daw maging iba and it’s really hard to fit if you don’t belong. Siguro, walang sense ang mga tanong ko but then, ganito ba talaga ka-bias ang mundo?!!! I should have known.

Whew!!! Gulo ng mundo. Identity crisis at andaming plastic sa mundo….!!!! GRRR .. ansaya!!

A week ago, I went back to our hometown with the intention of taking a complete vacation for a complete rest…to unwind and free myself of all the pressures and troubles but it turned to another set of troubles, spending and probably future problem ( and I wish will not materialize)

It started right from the day we reached our house to realize that that my clutch bag with all my personal things, id’s, atm’s and impt papers, is missing. Tried my best to look for it for several days, tracing and going from one place to another but w/ no success…..Whew!!! such a big mess…my my my…my only wish is that it won’t cause more trouble sooner or later….!

6 days, 23 hrs and 50 mins from the time i was admitted in San Juan de dios Hosp and 2 days, 20 hrs and 50mins since i went out of the hosp…this is the 1st time i touched a keyboard since i left our office 7 days and 16hrs ago. I hate hospitals and i hate being sick…i will never be sick and i never will i be sick on a holiday…at least, i’m ok now…back to the world of calls…1 day, 7hrs and 3mins to go …. ei, thanks, budz, nez and cez for dropping by and ceej for keeping in touch..and tnx to my sis for staying beside me all thru out….love u, sis!

It really feels so good to be connected again to good old friends…specially the missed ones….it’s nice seeing you again Budz…thanks for sharing personal matters w/ me…i appreciate it…whatever happens, you know that when u need a friend…i’ll always be here…we may not walk thru the same path, we may not have the same beliefs…but i’ll surely be w/ u always at the end…take lotz of care…you and (alam mo na), always…miz u…goodlack…c u soon (when will that be?…it doesn’t matter)..ciao!

Cancer (Jun 22 - Jul 22)
There’s no struggle you can’t beat. Have faith. You’ll get through this…i’m praying hard that i get over my problems…!

i feel so depress and so down…got so many things to take care of, so many things to settle…i’ve wanted lots of things for myself but to no avail…i’ve wished a lot…but those remain wishes…i’ve wanted to have a confidante…someone to share my secrets and deepest emotions with but everytime i found one, i lost them….i miss my bestfriend..i miss my buddy…i miss myself…..wala lang!!! siguro bangag na naman ako…!

I’m very very sad…!!!!

Been so sad for some days but is already getting used to the situation…my Bez Buds has just submitted her resignation and is about to transfer to another location…meaning, we’ll never be able to do the same habits that we had before…will never be able to spend time w/ each other the way we used to…it really is very disappointing and i hate the people who made her decide to leave…though, i really feel so bad, i can never get into her way knowing that she’ll be more comfortable and happy w/ her new home this time….whew!!! i almost wish we didn’t get too close and that i didn’t feel so comfortable w/ it coz it’s hard to adjust…charing!!!nwie, i wish u Budz and uhmmm…the best of everything!!! I’m looking forward to our next gimik?!!! Stay happy and healthy ; )…till then…!