Archive for May, 2005

Bangag!!!

Monday, May 23rd, 2005

I’m feeling so sleepy and stressed out…Had just 3 hrs of sleep yesterday and still up and awake till now….Whew!!! Have to stay here for some more time coz of some friends who intend to apply…Referrral din yun, dava?!!! Money-faced(mukhang pera..he he)…Nwei, i’ll be going home in just a few minutes and still needs to report for work tonight at 10pm. Will i make it? I should!!! To think that i’ll be battered with calls again tonight and my Budz will not be here to even share the load…My goodness!!!

Just wondering!!!

Thursday, May 12th, 2005

i got new a friend…a buddy actually, who turns to be my Bez Budz now. We weren’t that close the 1st time we get to know each other but we closer than close as we get to know each other more and more..At times, when i feel confused and down, (s)he would say "Just stick with me and we’ll cruise togetha". I guess, I found a real new bestfriend in this little-bitchy, childish but super sweet and makulit person-ality.. i learned a lot about myself when (s)he became my Bez Budz and enjoyed our hangouts(so much)…all those times we spent together in and out of work…BUT…lately, some things are not how it used to be…did she finally get tired of being a Budz to her Bogz?..or did (s)he find something more exciting to do or to go w/ w/o me…OR…did (s)he finally find another Bez…for sure, it’s not another Bogz…but!!!???…well, just wondering!!!

Confusing???!!

Saturday, May 7th, 2005

Has just finished another salsa lesson…learned new steps and felt dizzy coz of all those turns..well, learning the hard way,huh?! I’m now at the ofc rendering OT.It’s a need so to speak and it’s another night w/o my Bez Budz. Already getting used to it, Budz!!! I really wish (s)he’s here but I don’t mind at all if only (s)he is at home, lying contentedly in her bed taking a good escape from all these iritating calls..The thing is, (s)he is not.. coz of her pestering toothache..Need to see ur dentist, girl(yuck!)..Nweis, hope she gets better..by tomorrow i sure believe she will be he he.(reading between the lines)..I guess my mother is already missing me when she simply throw me that meaningful smile after i told her that i’m going to render OT tonight…"If suddenly I don’t feel like going, then i’ll be home earlier". Unfortunately, i felt rendering OT tonight is fine…So today, is the last day for the outing…how i wish i’d be able to go…i really do..but the luck is not w/ me..My Budz is not well to go w/ me as well anyway.. hmmm!!!! what a day( should i say night?)

Another Lonesome Day!!!

Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005

How do u describe something u urself don’t understand? How do i describe this feeling of emptiness that keeps popping out? There are always questions but answers are always out in the open…Search and you’ll find..Really?!! I don’t think so? Life is tiring and sometimes boring..Will there be an end? Probably. When? I don’t know…maybe SOON!!!

Bea(e)r Family Gig

Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005

So, it has been 4 days now!!! Still the feeling is so good knowing that u spent some special times with your special friends…what can i say? SUPER!!! UNDESCRIBABLE(is there such a word)!!! I really wish there was an extension…it feels so good to do things u really feel like doing…things u feel comfortable doing…u feel the freedom…u feel the feelings!!! SUPERB!!! GREAT!!! when will be the next time?!!! can’t wait!!!